It's funny how things sometimes play out. You wish you had courage, but you're cowardly instead. You wish you had said something, but instead you did nothing at all. In truth, going through these things is what strengthens us in life. Although we hate going through terrible things like this, it's survivable and leads to surviving. (Didn't mean to go all Darwin on you there). Friends are precious but sometimes we make mistakes. It's hard to imagine life without a true friend until you are at that point. Stick to your friends, and don't let yourself wreck those precious friendships that are once in a lifetime.
P. S.
To the boy who knows me, and what we went through, I'm sorry. I was selfish and acted without much thought of my actions. I'm sorry for wrecking our friendship and your trust in me. I've known you for almost half my life. I didn't mean to wreck things between us, I miss our friendship.
